Wednesday, March 7, 2012

ta-DAAAAA!!! im back!

Wow! hello! are you there blog? its me! here I am!

So lets start with whats going on... We have a second birthday for Sora coming up in a few days. She is starting to talk and say a few sentences. She can say:

Princess, frog, snuggle, help me, yogurt, apple, toast, tree, walk, excuse me, please, thank you, kitty, minnie mouse (ninny), vitamin (nibbie), juice, milk (mook), eggs, smoothie (snuudie), sad, crying, windy, cold, hot, water, tooth paste (paste), brush, pretty, 'awe cute' cars, race, book, phone, flower, bugs, 'ew, gross', oatmeal, banana (nana), baby, nice, grandpa, monsters (she loves the movie), Simba (Lion King), Ferb (cartoon), Dora (dodo), stinky, socks, shoes, outside, up, down, off, robot (botbot- also does a robot dance), pancake, cupcakes (cay cays), strawberries, cookie, crackers, cheese, bar, truck, frog, tree, more, sticker, cow, cat, dog, purse, mouth, ear, toes, hair, eye, nose, sweater, shirt, pants, bag, Jeremy (from the ferb cartoon), birds, push, auntie, uncle, mike, water....

She can also spell her name, with a little help of course :) She likes to listen to Nicki Minaj, the guy who's album is called "Lasers" Madonna and lovessssss RHIANNA (boo!).

The other day, she grabbed some cars and said "lets race!"

Angelo on the other hand is like a super baby! He grown really fast in a short amount of time! last dr visit he was 15 lbs at TWO months, Sora was 22! He's almost 5 months and I KNOW he probably weighs 17-18lbs, and he is sooooo long! I have him in some 6-12month clothes. He also has already started rolling over and I saw him trying to push up on his knees yesterday! He will not stay a baby for very long. He has great eye-hand coordination and can already start playing with things in his exerciser thing. He is also a very happy smily baby! when he is 6 months we will start feeding him solids

Im doing already. James works alot of overtime and tries to help out as much as he can...he starting to let me sleep in whenever he can...I think he's tired of catching my evil eye and bitchy attitude..hehe but hey 2-3hrs of sleep and no break will do something to someone!

My sister has been super helpful in watching the kids. Its nice to have her help out, shes a great Auntie. She takes Sora to shows and comes back with a funny tale of "I bought her a snowcone...biggest mistake ever, she dumped out the juice, sat down, took off her shoes and started dancing in the water" Her boyfriend is also really helpful and totally totally spoils Sora. Recently her bought her a toy shopping cart which she carted around all over Target...when he went to pay for it, she started crying really bad when we tried to take it away from her, it was embarassing! At home I hid it from her sometimes because she goes CRAZY in it, she tries to stand in it...or sits in it...it came with a million pieces which I didn't let her have because the family room would ALWAYS be a mess..

Monday, January 30, 2012

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Sunday, November 27, 2011

Cute things the kids did today

Sora used her potty chair and we flushed her poop in the toilet, she waved and said " night night poo poo" lol!!

Angelo has been starting to follow me with his eyes, he held on to my index fingers and gave me a super big smile, twice! Kind of melted my heart!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Dr check up for Angelo

Angelo had his checkup yesterday, we were interested to see how much weight he gained because he's looking a bit larger, he's just a few ounces under ten pounds! WOW what a fatty! Four pounds in a month! I have another bottomless pit in the family. The nurse measured him at 21 inches, but I don't trust the nurses on his height because of how they measure him, not very effective

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Angelo born 10/11/11 9:54 am

I bet James $50 that I'd go into labor during his Monday night Chicago Bears game. I really felt that Angelo would be coming soon, I kept having contractions but they weren't close together and I wasn't in enough pain to call the hospital. 'Researching' online suggested I was in false labor, I let myself believe if I was truly in labor I would know.

I went to bed at 10 with tummy pains which I thought were hunger pains, so I made a few chocolate chip cookies. At 11:50 I woke up to water trickling down my legs! I jumped off the couch and ran into the kitchen (laminate floors easy clean up) and tried to make sense of what was going on, how much time did I have? what do I do? I just stared at the floor thinking I'd made a puddle in the shape of New Jersey and figured I should wake up James

I woke him up, and told him what happened then I called 'labor & delivery' who told me to come in. We grabbed our overnight bag, a pillow, and sleepy Sora. I stopped us because we didn't install the 2nd car seat! Lol! At least it was Sora's old one (we updated the seat cover to a boy pattern instead of buying a brand new one) loaded us all up and drove to Annette's house to drop Sora off. During the drive I was timing them (4 minutes apart) and called my dad to tell him. He said 'good luck' and 'you should fine, but I know what your in for'

By 12:30 we were checked in at the hospital. They needed to test my fluids to make sure it was really my water breaking and not 'pee' accidentally coming out (lol whaaat?). I was dilated 3cm, 80% effaced so they admitted me to a birthing suite since my test came back positive for fluid.

Inside the suite was large, there was a baby heater, a mini crib, tv, bed, private restroom and sleeper sofa. Here I was hooked up to monitors, one for the baby's heartbeat, one for mine, and one for my contractions.

My contractions hurt, but were manageable. They were 4-5 mins apart and lasted 20 seconds. I did the whole 'breathing' thing like you see on tv... It actually works pretty well and kinda makes the pain go away but only cuz you concentrate on getting your breaths correct. The more i concentrated the less pain I felt, but I still felt pain don't get me wrong.

By 5 am I had progressed to 6cm, I was going a lot faster then I was expecting but my contractions were getting closer together. They were 2-3 minutes apart. I wasn't getting a break and chose to get something for the pain. I received  medicine which took the edge off, but made me incredibly drowsy which I really hated because feeling loopy and being in pain is not a comfy combo! But I asked for more anyways. I was then allowed to have an epidural. The anesthesiologist was kinda annoying, she wasn't very descriptive in what she needed me to do and got upset at me for moving but would tell me after I made the mistake. I didn't like her 'read my mind attitude' too much plus I felt her needle hit my spine and felt a 'crunch' ugh blah! I could feel

An hour after the epidural, I was checked again and didn't progress so they gave me pitocin to speed it along. I could see on the monitor the contractions progressively building up. At 8am I was on the phone with the nutrition department ordering food and a nurse came running in saying the baby doesn't like my position and I needed to move ASAP. His heart rate dropped. I told them I felt more fluid rush out, she said he may moved down which made him freak out. I told her last time (with Sora) the staff didn't like the heart rate change they made me push.

They checked my dilation and I was ready to go, (what?! That was fast!!) they made me try a few 'practice' pushes. I swear everyone working showed up and watched! It was annoying, there was an OB and her trainee, their supervisor, pediatrician and her trainee(s), my nurse and her trainee THEN a bunch of RANDOMS who might as well have handed out popcorn cuz they were just standing there!

I really didn't like everyone there and it made me nervous but I tried pushing anyways. The head honcho doctor goes "push with your butt not with your face" lmao. They made me try twice then stopped and everyone went away.  I took it personally like I didn't do a good job.

So pushing on my own is different from pushing from being induced. Induced contractions = auto pilot, your body just does the work. On my own, I had to know or 'feel the urge' to push and on top of that the epidural wasn't working as well as I remembered plus it felt like water balloon fireworks were going off in my uterus. I kept feeling stuff 'pop'

James totally took control and did a good job communicating for me. He said I need one person in charge telling me what to do, I get overwhelmed when too many people start shouting at me at once, which is totally true. And I love him for that!!

My nurse coached me in another set of practice tests and made me stop. I started to feel kinda sad like I wasn't doing a good job, but she said I had to stop because his head was right there! Yay

Everyone came back and james told my nurse she needed to coach me only. Perfect! No one else talked.

I started to push, she counted to ten then we started over. One contraction set down! The next set came and she counted again but this time she said if it feels like I can push longer then do it. I kept going cuz either the drs fingers or the baby's head hurt! I wanted to complain but figured if the baby came out it would be over quickly so I sucked it up and pushed harder then the baby popped out! And then the dr put him on me!!! I didn't want to touch him!! Lol I swear I was asked FIVE times if I wanted him cleaned or to hold him right away. Boo. Lol. I chose 'cleaned'

He was all purple and slimy. I didn't see blood on him ( I didn't want to see my own blood which is the main reason I wanted him cleaned) I wanted to cry like the new moms do on tv, but everyone's eyes were on me!! It was my moment and I had gawkers so I stopped the tears

Everything was over and done with so quickly, by 3 pm I was ready to go home. Too many people were coming and going I just really wanted some peace and quiet or bonding baby time

Sora & my mother in law came by, Sora watched all the doctors run tests on the baby and was curious. She was good in the hospital room mostly because we occupied her with peanut butter and crackers and all the new faces she just HAD to say 'hi' too. Annette took her back to her place and we spent the night and actually slept.

Rosalinda was the best nurse I ever had!! First let me tell you about the hospital. It's a teaching hospital for UC Davis and Sac State (nursing) every dr/nurse seemed to have a medical student attached at the hip, but they also have people knocking on your door trying to grab a drop of blood for testing for some med school project. After a while of a resident or supervisor or on duty such n such asking you the same flipping questions it becomes aggravating. James left to clean up the house and spend time with Sora so I was stuck talking and listening to these people. They wanted us to stay a extra night because they wanted to monitor his weight loss

Our friends from San Jose came to visit us which was super nice because Sac isn't close. It was nice to see them because we miss them and their daughter is super cute and hilarious.


My recovery has been a breeze compared to last time. I was able to walk out of the hospital, my back doesn't kill me, taking care of a newborn is less stressful since we know what we are doing

Monday, October 10, 2011

pumpkin patch!

Sunday we were able to have some family time at the pumpkin patch!












Sora had so much fun! she rode her first pony and kept calling it a 'dog'

Sunday, October 9, 2011

7 days left

After tonight, 6 days left. Everyone keeps telling me it's really 'any day now' but I don't believe them. My next Drs appointment is on Wendsday... Im hoping he comes before then so James can stay home with me :(

I had another bloody nose while watching tv :( my 'fake' contractions only seem to happen when I walk... I don't feel the same as when I had Sora, my body is doing much more this time around.

I've given up on my 'no sweets' rule and have been sucking down soda, poppin gummy bears, eating CAKE that James brings home for me this all means I've gained more weight then planned and that makes me even more sad

I've been hearing that other people have squished their babies out, which makes me jealous!

I organized Angelos stuff...newborn diapers are so freaking TINY! I pulled them out if the box and started bawling to james: 'they're so tiny! I don't remember Sora being this tiny!!!' sob sob sob. He just laughed at me and gave me a hug

All of this still doesn't feel real to me, I see the belly, I feel him moving but it's not registering. I hope this year flies by cuz newborns are very demanding and I'm just nervous =\