After tonight, 6 days left. Everyone keeps telling me it's really 'any day now' but I don't believe them. My next Drs appointment is on Wendsday... Im hoping he comes before then so James can stay home with me :(
I had another bloody nose while watching tv :( my 'fake' contractions only seem to happen when I walk... I don't feel the same as when I had Sora, my body is doing much more this time around.
I've given up on my 'no sweets' rule and have been sucking down soda, poppin gummy bears, eating CAKE that James brings home for me this all means I've gained more weight then planned and that makes me even more sad
I've been hearing that other people have squished their babies out, which makes me jealous!
I organized Angelos stuff...newborn diapers are so freaking TINY! I pulled them out if the box and started bawling to james: 'they're so tiny! I don't remember Sora being this tiny!!!' sob sob sob. He just laughed at me and gave me a hug
All of this still doesn't feel real to me, I see the belly, I feel him moving but it's not registering. I hope this year flies by cuz newborns are very demanding and I'm just nervous =\
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