This afternoon I took Sora to the neighborhood park, and ended up chatting with a Lady from Boise. She had three kids, 2 girls one boy Sora's age. Because her girls were sooo close in age, I asked how her experience was for having them back to back. She actually made me feel better.
I have been feeling kinda sad because I don't want Sora to be jealous of the new baby, or feel that I dont love her as much, or she doesn't have my full attention....etc.
Mrs Boise said she's happy her kids are close in age, that now they always have someone to play with. Hearing that from another mom who recently went through those growing pains let me let go of some of the worries I have.
In other news, James's interviews have been going really well. Berkeley and Folsom are moving forward with his hiring process. We'll have to go to Folsom over the next two weeks for testing and a background check. The hiring person said he is aiming for a July 1st hire date, which is the day San Jose with lay him off.
Moving over there will be nice, I'll get to be around family and have people to spend the holidays with, which will be really nice because holidays alone are kinda sad and lonely. If I didn't have a baby, I wouldn't care
*sigh* we just have so much going on, we don't get any time for ourselves or we can't take a trip because stuff pops up all the time. Even when James had actual vacation time, 'we' didn't do anything together.
My birthday is next Friday, we have a sitter, and we are going to a French place (its not REAL French food) having dinner and hopefully the most amazing apple pie as a dessert :)
The other night I wanted a apple pie from there....at 9:30 at night, didn't get it, but he bought me 2 for $1 McDonald's apple pies! Hey it worked for me :) This babe likes cinnamon!
So far, the baby likes beans & cinnamon (not together gross!) lol
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