Last night I had another baby dream.
This time I was in the hospital, on the labor table hooked up to every machine. Nurses and doctors were there in the room with their backs turned towards me, I was pushing but no one was paying attention to me. James wasn't there and I needed to push. So I did, I could reach down and feel her head. I kept at it until she came out. I caught her.
When she passed through she didn't cry and no one came to clean her up. She moved but not by much. I asked out loud "Why is no one taking care of me?" I wanted someone to clean out her airways, but they kept missing.
Then I woke up at 12:30 am, stayed up til 3am went back to sleep and I'm now up at 7:30.
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