Wednesday, August 10, 2011

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Sometimes I know James comes home and wonders why I am so tired. Why the place looks like a toys r us exploded, why the counter is messy, but there are clean dishes at least...its just all starting to get tough for me.

If I take Sora to the park BEFORE 10am (why 10? because the park that's walking distance has a bus that drops off a group of special kids for lunch! one day there were 2 groups...little miss personality LOVES going up to people to say 'hi' and get a 'high five' totally cute? yes! totally safe? pfft) she gets to run around in some sun and it drains her a little bit. Then we come back, have a snack, watch Sesame Street (the whole time I feel guilty for the babysitter TV) then maybe take a nap, or a bath. That's a good day. I'm not including if I cook myself something to eat she'll come into the kitchen, hang on my legs or try to pull me into the other room, or if I have to distract her from turning the knobs on the stove... I could really go on and on and on....

a HARD day, like today, even with James around, involves her yelling or screaming. kicking. biting. slamming cupboards, trying to throw a fit while grocery shopping, not taking a nap til 4:30, dumping her food out onto the floor. While at the store I could see it in his face that he was getting frustrated with her....then I kinda saw my reflection in his from across the room...then went to go look for mayo. Its stressful.

I just want to lay in bed with a heating pad, a hot bowl of miso soup and relax. But I can't. I want to relax now, but its too hot to and the stomp-a-saurse that lives upstairs makes too much noise. i know he's a fat ass.. i haven't seen him, but i know his lead foot ass is hefty. One night he either fell out of bed at 1 am or came home stumbling drunk, he woke me up. I call him the dinosaur...and I think he smokes

so we went to a grocery store called "Sprouts" I'd say its kind of like Whole Foods, gluten free etc...but they have better sounding items. Actually we went there because I thought today there was a Farmers market by my mother in laws place, turns out it was more downtown by the Capital building, which meant no available parking. So we ended up going to "Sprouts" because its labeled a "Farmers Market" but all the veggies are shipped in from different parts of the world and some local...so its more like a produce market. We were happy with what we found, I would totally go back

Tomorrow our Directv gets hooked up. At first I was against cable because its EXPENSIVE (I think the internet is also overpriced) but doing the math it was cheaper from before and James gets his NFL ticket for FREE and I want to see the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills, I caved. Plus I had been watching "Weeds" on Netflix and its getting kind of boring and all the drama shows I like aren't on Netflix....and we watched "Skyline" and it was the STUPIDEST MOVIE EVER, but we watched a doc called "Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead" and it was great! James wants to buy a juicer now, I looked it up, the freaking machine is $500! (before the end of the movie the main guy loses 80+ lbs on a juice only diet..........and I'll have 30lbs of baby weight to lose......so maybe)

Speaking of...... This is the first thing I saw when I woke up this morning.

ps. our couch should be here soon! If not Friday, the Tuesday at the very latest. 

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